This is to all the girls who live double lives, maybe even triple lives. To the girls who question everything they do...
I’m sure you see and read those stories constantly of people living double lives. Plenty of people in this day and age are guilty of living this lifestyle. Mine in particular has been going on for the past 2 years. When you hear the term “Professional Cuddlier” what comes to mind? Hmmm? Crazy? Sluts? Needy? Prostitution?
I like to think personally I’m none of those, actually I get accused of not being needy or touchy feely by my boyfriend. Yes, I’ve had a boyfriend the whole time I have been cuddling. I don’t do it because I like it, I do it because you can’t beat making 80-120 dollars an hour.
Living a double life is hard, telling lies to people you love even when you don’t want to lie. At first I was ashamed of what I did but now I embrace it. Hell, I even get a kick out of it! So many men and women just want to be loved and touched and I some satisfaction when I have a repeat client. My clients always ask if I’m scared I’m going to get hurt or something even worse, and of course I would be lying if I said I didn’t but being a 26 year old woman, I have learned to think ahead and get protection of sorts. Tasers come in handy if I need to ever get out of a sticky situation & luckily a situation like this has never occurred.
Living a double life became too much for me to handle, so I told my boyfriend a half truth. I told him in college I used to cuddle. Sooo now when I’m itching to share a rather crazy or unique story I don’t feel as bad because it’s a true story and I get to share it, but the only thing I’m really holding back is the time frame it happened in.
I’m sharing my story in hopes that someone can share or open up their secret or double life. But is it really a double life if you can share your stories??
Samantha Serna is Houston native,English teacher, freelance writer and owner of the website Travel Over Mind.com, a travel and lifestyle blog for the solo female traveler. You can watch her travel from country to country on Instagram @sjpants and Twitter @travelovermind